Brape kali eh nak ase bnda ni.. pnatlahh..sakit tau tak..
enough is enough..

Sometimes, bila kita dah dilukai byk kali, xbuat kita jd lg kuat.. but it destroys who we are and make who we are today..

Allah please give me strength.. :')                                                                                                                                              

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Again.Feel like crying.Its hurt.Allah,help me to become stronger.

It's so TRUE..

Assalamualaikum...

 " You might be married to the worst man on earth, like Asiah who married Firaun (Pharoah), but it didn't change her (aqidah).

You might be married to the best man on earth, like Nabi Lut's wife, yet that doesn't mean you're going to Jannah with him.

You might not be married at all, like our beloved Maryam yet Allah SWT places your status above all other women on earth.

Have faith in Allah always and place your full trust in Him. He's the central focal point of our lives "

- Heba El-Haddad

p/s: i read this at FL blog and i would like to share it..it is so true..may Allah lead us in our life :)

Calculating..

Assalamualaikum..

waaa..akhirnya dpt juga "connected to the internet"..ehehe..almaklumla wifi UiTM ni ada jer prob dia..
now,i'm gonna talk about my calculation..hehe..kira2?ape je yang kau kira wani..actually, yesterday i'm calculating my target..umm,tiba-tiba rasa macam perlukan sesuatu untuk naikkan semula semangat untuk menuntut ilmu..selalu sy dengar..Allah tidak melihat kejayaan seseorang tu..tapi Dia melihat sepanjang mendapatkan kejayaan tu..usaha yang seseorang tu telah buat untuk dia perolehi kejayaan tu..niat yang dia letakkan dalam meneruskan cita2 yang diimpikan..mcm tu lah yang sy cuba lakukan..sepanjang sy menuntut ilmu kt sini sy cuba yang terbaik untuk tidak mendapatkan sesuatu kejayaan itu dengan menipu diri sendir..tapi sy letakkan keyakinan dalam diri, walau macamana susah pun untuk kita meguasai sesuatu subjek tu..jgn sesekali tipu diri sendiri dan tidak jujur..apa yang kita buat sekarang akan menentukan siapa kita pada masa sepan nanti..as long as you know who you're, at which level u can reach and never forget do it with your heart and by work hard..there is no limitation in getting what u want as long as it is in line with Islam outlined..
"limits exist only in the souls of those who DO NOT DREAM..! "

Ya Allah, help me and allow me to fulfill my DREAMS..

All the best to all my friends and me myself..:)

p/s: Ya Allah, bantulah dia menghadapi ujianMu..lindungi dia..

It's me

You know that feeling? When you're just waiting to get home into your room,close the door, fall into bed. Just let everything out that you kept in all day. That feeling of desperation. you're tired. Tired of everything, tired of nothing. You just want someone be there and tell you it's okay. But none is going to be there. you know you have to be strong for yourself, because no one can fix you. but you're tired, tired of being strong. For once you just want it to be easy . To be simple. To be helped. to be saved. But you know you won't be. But you're still hoping, still wishing and you're staying strong and fighting with tears in your eyes..

p/s: wani, you're a fighter..never let down yourself..be the strongest fighter out of yourself..and remember when you cried doesn't mean u're weak, but you've been strong for too long..keep fighting..you will never know how strong you are, until being strong is the only choices you have..

What Should I Do

When I let you go one step further, my eyes overflow with tears

When you walk away one step further, more tears are falling

As you move away to a place where I can’t reach you, even if I reach out my hand

I can’t catch you, I can only cry

What should I do? What should I do? You’re leaving

What should I do? What should I do? You’re leaving me

I love you, I love you, I cry out to you

But you can’t hear me, because I am only shouting in my heart

All day long I try to forget you, but I think of you again

All day long I try to say goodbye, but I think of you

Although you went to a place where I can’t hold you, even if my hand reaches out for you

I can’t find you, I can only cry

What should I do? What should I do? I can only see you

What should I do? What should I do? I love you only

I am sorry, I am sorry, can you hear me?

Please come back to me, if it’s not you, I can’t go on

What should I do? What should I do? I only have you

What should I do? What should I do? You’re leaving

What should I do? What should I do? You’re leaving me alone

I love you, I love you, I cry out to you

But you can’t hear me because I am only shouting in my heart.

p/s: 제가 어떻게해야하나요? 당신은 혼자가 나를 떠난다

Assalamualaikum..Recently, i'm spending most of my time studying and spending time with my family..but,lots of thing do happen in my life that sometimes makes me want to cry,scream even hurt myself..luckily Allah send me a good friend that always be by my side..she understand me and knew how i felt..she never said that i'm wrong in that, wrong in this but she kept on remind me everything happen for reasons..be patience..my mind is full but my heart is empty..ya Allah please help me to be strong.. i hope that one day i will understand the purpose Allah destined me to feel what i feel now..Allah, do remind me to become a better person..

"bawalah daku kembali kepada jalanMu..kuatkan lah diri hambaMu yang kerdil ini..jauhi daku dari kesedihan ini berpanjangan agar daku mampu mencapai redhaMu Ya Allah.."aminn..

ku tahu ya Allah setiap hambaMu akan Kau uji dengan pelbagai dugaan..sehingga membawa kepada kesedihan dan kesakitan..tapi ya Allah aku tahu ini adalah untuk membawa diri ni kembali mengingatiMu..

p/s: Allah, lindungilah dia dan berikan kesihatan padanya..temani dan kuatkan dia ya Allah..